Listening to: My Chemical Romance- Helena
i ask myself a lot of questions. But my most frequent one is... Does anyone understand? i see my school shrink every week, and i feel judged. It's messing me up. If only i knew what that stupid woman was thinking. I don't know if I'm normal or not, possibly not. People think just because i'm emo it means i'm ACTING like this, but i'm not, seriously i'm being myself. Or at least the closest thing to myself as i can get. I have serious issues that cut deep in to my heart and skin, and no one seems to what to ignolage them. I feel judged by my family, it seems as if i'm constantly being told i'm too fat, my boobs arn't big enough, my hair's wrong or i'm just generally not the average. But i like being different i just don't want to be this different. I want to enjoy the normal things but i just feel something's getting in the way. I join this because i'm hoping whoever is reading this feels the same way, and i'm not the only one. If you feel you understand please leave me a comment.
x x emo girl x x